Over LIFE

I wish i could run away, run away from everything and everyone.
Today i tried, I was gone for 35 mins and someone was actually worried, well that makes 1 person

I ran to the shops as fast as i could, only took me 5mins
I sat at the park for the rest of the 30 mins, thinking
I personally think people these days to many people think outloud..... to many problems get created this way.

I need to vent to someone but there is to much wrong with me. I am over everything, I wish everything could just go away. I wish i could jus run and that as i run everything disapeared.

When i got home, i didn't eat anything and i am not going to.
When i am angry or upset i dont eat, it is how i cope.
Even at work today i wasn't myself, Garath kept having to make me laugh, which is pretty harde for him. But i love him for trying.
Think he is wanting tp become a shrink or something, aking me what is wrong, but to be honest there is to much.
This couple wanted a refund and i flipped out, it wasn't my fault. we didn't even sell the item. Arg i hate theses people.

I really dont want to get my report card as i know i did shit. There is to much happening. I wish i had a blog to myself that no one knew about that i could vent and the only people who knew lived in Germany or something. Therefor you would never know about my problems or things that keep me awake at night.

I am guessing that you dont read this blog, but if you do i want you to know what is happening and that i cant think straight and need to 'tent' to someone.

I feel as thought i am the only one who is venting upon this blog, it is making me feel as though i am th eonly one with problems.

Xx