So I was going to blog the other night and last night, but I am now. I just can't sleep without looking at my phone every 5 seconds thinking He's going to text me, when I know hes not. I tossed and turned every night...even giving in to listening to Michael Buble for hours or his favorite song so I felt like he was there with me. Good thing is he is coming home tomorrow night, thank the lord jesus christ. I am so proud of him tho. This morning his mum told me He got best player for his first match and a jersey for being one of his schools best soccer players. To me he is pretty amazing...A lot of people don't realise it because they only look at his academic side instead of athletic. I wish he knew how proud I was right now. I wish I knew when he flight gets in tomorrow so I can be there waiting for him, but I know I'll probably start crying like a little girl. we've never been away from each other without any sources of contact for this long and its hard, but I know It was also good for us because at the end of the year we will have to deal with the same thing for a lot longer. I love him and I am so proud of him. I can not wait to see him again, let alone hear his voice on the phone, Its driving me insane.
There Smithy hahaha happy
xoxo K
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