Finding the right words to say never happens for me…… I don’t know why.

I am in love with holidays right now; there is nothing that is making life horrible for me. Everything is how I want it to be. It gives me time to think about everything that has this year and just understand it more.

The major thing I realised is that I think too much, but I believe that it was good for me. It has allowed me to for once think about myself and realise what I need to change in my life and what I need to sort out. For once I blocked out the thoughts of parents, grandparents and friends that before would of effected the outcome of my actions. I thought about the past, present and began to think about my future. It is sad but after 11 year and 1 term of schooling it is hard to believe that we only have 3 terms left. This though scares my, but also excites me. I love having friends around me that know what they want to be; doctor, accountant or a teacher. It makes me think about what I want to do and is motivation to be whatever I want to do as I know I can.

The underlining message of this blog is that I am actually happy right now in my life even though there are loose ends that need to be sorted out, but for once there is nothing to worry about and I love it.

Draco Xx