High school was meant to be something incredible to look forward to...its nothing like the TV shows you watch at a young age and think all teenagers are beautiful, happy and successful. Truth is I'd kill to have my life mimic there's!
I'm struggling as it is to get myself out of depression and the mountain of work and stress load is harder again. My skins lifeless, I'm skinny but eating more yet my parents think I'm anorexic and keep forcing me to watch shows about anorexic girls when they know that impossible with the amount I eat! It's making me go crazy! I sit down at my desk at start to do homework and nothing comes out, no words, no letter, no typing...I feel like I have a big jet engine in my ears ringing constantly so I can't think straight! I wake up all the time when I'm sleeping and I can never get back to sleep. I never get the work I want done done. I'm servery lacking in the grades I need I really wish someone could just click there fingers or give me some red slippers.
Dazed and confused
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