so i was going to start a blog late last year
it was going to be way to "vent" as caitlin would say
because i'm the type of person that likes to hold everything in and then cry myself to sleep or in the shower because i cant talk to people about things
and then something stopped my but i dont quite know what
i've realised that i dont tell people much when i have problems and stuff
not even my mum whos like the closest person in the world to me
and i dont know why. maybe cos i'm too emtotional
like right now my eyes are watering. i hope blogging doesnt make me depressed :|
well anyways
right now i'm not liking life at all
and i'm freaking out
about everything and anything
i'm stressed and tired and i want to crawl up into a little ball and just lie there not having to think about anything...not that its ever going to happen.
but then i think, there are so many more people who have so much more to juggle
and then i think maybe i just need to toughen up and just get over it but its hard
ughh, and now the stress is making my hair fall out :| like everytime i run my hand through my hair, some strads always come out and i'm getting more pimples and losing weight so by the end of the year i'm going to be a bald, anorexic and pimply
well thats just fucking great.
off to start my accounting homework now...

elephant xo