Untitled.

So i have three things to talk about

1.)
Lately, everyone has just been so over everthing
so sad and angry and depressed
and i hate that, i hate that we are sepnding some of our very last lunchtimes worrying about assignments and exams when for that 40 minutes or so we could just forget everything and be happy
but we cant, cos thats life
its hard and stupid and unfair
and i hate that i'm complaining about how bad life is when i look around and i'm so much better off than everyone else

2.)
please stop being angry with yourself because you have done NOTHING wrong.
please dry your tears because life may seem really shit at the moment but it will get better, maybe not soon but it will
sorry i'm not good at giving advice but if you ever need someone, know that i'm here for you

3.)
"Don't do it for him, do it for yourself"
so today i got an A for my QUT exam and i thought that was pretty good
so i told my mama bear and she was like good job and all that
and then she told dad he didnt say anything, like usual
well i'm sorry i didnt fucking get and A+
i'm sorry i'm just not good enough
she says that i shouldnt be doing it for him
but the only reasons i got those marks is because i am doing it for him...well for me and her too
i dont even know why i try somtimes.

elephant