You are my Brad..... You can piss me off, make me angry, make me hate you but yet i can't help but care.

There holidays are making me think, but this time it is good thinking. I think about my future and what i am going to do. Where am i going to be and who will i be with. I realise that i waste a lot of myself on people that don't need it. Who don't appreciate it. Who don't appreciate me. Why do i waste my love on them when i know that you don't want it.

I pray for that time will come when they want me but i will no longer be there for them. Then i hope that they will realise what they missed out on.