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I can't stop thinking, like it has been all year.
I need to stop it, but i don't know how.

I make myself think about something else but in a few minutes it will be back again. Haunting me, teasing me. It will never go away

Do i mean anything to anyone???
Would people care if i wasn't here??
If i didn't exist??
Would life be easier??

I think it would!!!

When people say you mean something to them are they telling you the truth or are they trying to make you feel better about yourself. I am not sure.

Three days ago i understood everything. For once i understood me and what i want but now i am not sure if that is what i actually need. I don't know what to do?? Tell me what to do!!!

Cheryl Cole tells us to fight for this love, but i don't think i want to fight anymore.

Thank-you for letting me be me for 2 days but i don't think she will be back for a while.

Jessica