Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give

I personally think i have reached the point of no return. I don't want to go back to the way things were. I am wonderful where i am now.

You could have said something as simple as yes to respond to me, but you didn't. You once again ignore one of your friend but at least you dont lie to me.

I wonder how long it will take you to realise that i am not here because i am not waiting for you anymore. It might be a week, a month, a year or never. I just hope that when this day comes that you realise how much work i did on this and that u see what you have lost. Cause if you take to long, i wont wait for you. You will live the rest of your life without me.

Maybe this is what you want. To never talk to me again and if this is true keep traveling on the road. I will eventually fade out of your mind as a complication that occurred in your life.

I am fucked if you dont read this blog anymore because i am not saying this to you face. This may seem stupid but i can't speak to you. I am over working on you and now i need you to step up and say something. Let me say this simple:

IF YOU WANT ME AS YOUR FRIEND IN YOUR LIFE= ACKNOWLEDGE ME, talk to me as if i am here and not as though you randomly bumped into me and feel like you should. Even if i still want you in my life, i can block it out. Trust me i did drama i can do this. It isn't like i haven't done before.

Do this cause i wont be here for long.