I have been working full-time basically since January this year and everyone said once I started only doing 2 subjects at uni that everything would be easier...but its not...its so incredibly hard to juggle everything. I have deferred 6 months after uni has put me on probation. I missed 2 of my exams last semester due to stupid work. Why would any employer just hire one person to look after their entire accounts receivable by themselves...and leave it all to a uni student!!! I swear I am cracking!!! All I want to do is fake sickies...but I am already sick and my boss keeps getting angry cause I am sick and says I should continue to keep going to the doctor...but I had already been to the doctor and the doctor said to rest...but every time he says that I should go see the doctor...stupid indian!!! has no idea what the hell I am going through...I feel absolutely horrible already that I can't work due to illness and he gets mad at me on top. I hate it I am fed up...all I do is think about work now...what shall I do tomorrow at work? Who do I have to email tomorrow? Oh no I hope I haven't done anything wrong...I will check again tomorrow????!!!!!!! I even dream about work of horrible things I might do wrong...Is that not commitment already...WHAT DO THESE EMPLOYERS WANT 24/7 COMMITMENT...well they have it!!!
Sincerely,
Burnt out student.
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