So, I know I said that I wasn’t going to blog for a while but something is pissing me off. I can’t just sit here and wait for you to come to me so I am doing something about it.
I thought we were over this, trying to make things better but nothing is happening. I can’t live like this anymore. It is driving me insane.
I feel like I am going backwards when I need to go forward. You tell me to be blunt, you like that but I am not that kind of person. Usually if something annoys me, I block it out and focus upon something else. This time however I can’t do that. I can’t sit by and watch this friendship disappear. Trust me I have tried.
I wish that time could go backwards so I could change how things ended. This would stop me hurting myself and others that I love because I am angry at you.
After last night I was going to say something but I couldn’t. Last night was the opportunity for many things, many questions to answer and the chance to see how people act under certain circumstances. None of the above was achieved.
I am fine just a couple of random breakdown every couple of days but this is just my way of living. There will always be little things that will piss me off but I just need to get over them.
I know this is not the best place to talk about this but you are not listening to me. There is possibly a chance that you will be pissed at me for writing more on this topic for everyone to see like you have in the past. So I will keep it plain and sweet.
Communication is a must…….
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