Tuesday, December 21, 2010

BOSS and Bro

Out of all questions you ask me.... you ask me that one.

I DON'T know the answer!! SO stop asking me.

Why would you bring it up while there are eight others in the room. I would prefer that the whole of IGA doesn't know about my private life. It isn't something that one just brings up in a random conversation. I feel like shit when you ask me how much has changed.

The most awkward part about it is that you are my boss. We shouldn't be talking about this. Instead we should be talking about how shit our profit margins are or talking about other annoying employees we work with. I haven't talked to you in a month and so much has changed, that i can't answer truly. I don't want to discuss this with you, I feel like our friendship is based on my life and secrets that you know about me.

It feels like you are taunting me, bringing it up again and again just for something to talk about. Just stop asking me how i am, stop asking me about 'it' and let me move on with my life without the need from you of knowing what is happening in this stand-still part of my life.

I discussed this with a friend a couple of weeks ago and they know how much your need to know angers me. IT felt good just spilling myself to you and that you understood what i meant. That night i told someone secrets that i haven't told anyone before. Stuff about you, my family and characteristics of the person i want to be. And for once, you opened up. You probably don't remember this but i don't think we have ever had a conversation like this before ever in my life. I want you to know that you can come and talk to me as i now do to you as i am here to be your friend and that is what we want to do.

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