If someone was to read my past posts ever since created this blog one would find that they all have something in common. The past year my mind has focused around one thing and now my mind is clear about what i want.

Every posting would say the same thing

"the street is two ways why can't we meet in the middle"
or
"I need you to help me help myself"
or
"Why can't this work out or go back to how it was?"

Recently coming back from Sony Camp i am able to understand things more clearly. Sony Camp was the one thing that i needed to make me realise that i shouldn't hold onto you like i have in the past. That it is time to move on and i am excited to do this.

There are many people out there how would hopefully, happily accept me for me and would be willing to put up with me and i can't get to this while i keep holding onto you.

OK, i am going to go all sappy and weird now and possibly jinx myself but i think i have found an open door. Someone who think that the way i am is normal and thinks it is funny and wants to know me more. The overall meaning is that i am happy where i am now. Everything that happened in the past will remain with me and i will never forget but for this to work with you and me and others i need to do this.